when i telling something

"There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from your mind and hug them.

...Just like now."

Gue suka mikir, kalo udah tua, apa gue masih ngeblog?
Sekarang diumur 17 tahun, gue posting tentang pacar, temen-temen, sekolah, liburan, dll.
Kalo gue udah tua?

Mungkin...
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang hari dimana gue wisuda & gimana rasanya ngelempar toga.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang cowok yang pertama kali bakal gue kenalin ke orang tua gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal ngasih tau siapa calon suami gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana calon suami itu ngelamar gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting & pamerin foto-foto prewedding gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting gimana rasanya waktu calon suami gue masukin cincin ke jari manis gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang honeymoon gue -___-
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana bahagianya gue bisa tidur bareng suami gue nanti.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang job & salary gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang anak pertama gue.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana nikmatnya jadi seorang ibu.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana susahnya ngatur anak yang masih kecil.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang cerita hari pertama anak gue masuk sekolah.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang anak gue yang wisuda.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana sedihnya gue kalo nanti gue harus ngelepas anak gue yang harus menikah.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gimana ribetnya ngurus cucu.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti gue bakal posting tentang gigi gue yang udah ompong-ompong, rambut yang beruban semua, kulit keriput, nggak menstruasi lagi, mata udah mulai redup-redup...
Dan gue sangat berharap, nanti bakal ada blogger yang posting tentang kematian gue, tentang siapa aja yang mandiin jenazah gue, dan lain-lainnya.

Intinya, gue berharap bakal terus ngurus blog ini, bakal terus cerita tentang kehidupan gue, tentang pacar-pacar gue selanjutnya hahahaha

Aku percaya...
Jumlah wanita dan pria di dunia ini seimbang.

Aku percaya...
Jumlah hewan jantan dan hewan betina di dunia ini pun seimbang.

Percayalah...
Tuhan selalu menciptakan segala sesuatunya secara berpasangan.

Sendok berpasangan dengan garpu.
Mereka selalu saling melengkapi.
Contohnya, untuk makan mie.

(Susah kalo makan mie cuma pake sendok doang, atau sebaliknya.)

Tapi ada saatnya, sendok gak selalu dengan garpu.
Ada saatnya, dimana di suatu keadaan, garpu harus sama pisau.
Contohnya, untuk makan steak.

(Gak ada sejarahnya kalo makan steak itu pake sendok dan pisau kan?)

Sama kayak kita.
Anggap aja aku sendok.
Kamu garpu.

Anggap aja kita sekarang lagi berhadapan sama steak.
Anggap aja masalah yang kita hadapin sekarang ini 'steak'.

Sekeras apapun usaha kita buat nyelesaiin masalah ini.
Kita gak akan bisa.

Kita bakalan sama-sama capek.
Dan hasil yang kita dapet nanti, nihil.

Kita gak bisa motong steak.

Karna aku cuma sendok.
Dan kamu garpu.

Kamu harus cari pisau.
Kamu butuh pisau.
Bukan sendok.

"I'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too.."

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are forTi amo il mio migliore amico per sempre..

Hello, A.

I'm sorry for being so selfish without thinking of your feelings.
I'm sorry for always wanting full attention from you.
I'm sorry for the hurtful things I say to you.
I'd like to say I'm sorry for everything I put you through.

Thanks a bunch for always being here for me. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
I owe all the happiness of my life to you.
May God bless you with good health, good future ahead, and good things to come to your day.
I fully understand that yesterday remains a yesterday, and it will never be the same again :')

Tolong buat saya bertahan sama kamu
Apa saja kek...
Kamu boleh menjemput saya di rumah
Atau tidak berhenti sms supaya saya tidak telat makan
Atau mengajak saya nonton meskipun disana saya ketiduran
Atau memberi saya bunga meskipun bukan yang betulan
Atau cukup satu pelukan ketika saya sedang marah
Atau satu pertanda kalau kamu mendengarkan saya
Atau satu sinyal kalau kamu menganggap saya
Atau satu saat saja untuk kamu terdiam dan mengerti ketika saya sedang emosi jiwa
Atau satu dari khas kamu yang bisa membuat saya tertawa
Tolong apa saja...
Yang penting kamu tidak membuat saya berpikir ulang untuk berhenti
Untuk menyerah di tengah jalan karena merasa tak kuat lagi
Untuk meragu karena tak ingin jadi orang yang gagal lagi
Atau terlanjur menyerah dan pergi
Atau berlalu dan kembali sendiri
Atau semua yang membuatku bertanya tentang arti kamu di "sini"
...di hati saya masih ada kamu
Jadi tolong buat saya bertahan sama kamu

Why do we shut our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? That's because the best thing in the world NOT LOOKING When we find someone who is in line with our uniqueness we joined him and fell into a similar oddity called LOVE
There are things that do not want us to remove People who do not want us to leave Just remember NOT to release the end of the world But the beginning of a new life
Happiness is there for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried Because THEY who can appreciate how important the people who have touched their lives
LOVE is GREAT? Is when you shed tears and still care about Memperdulikanmu is when he's not and you STILL waiting faithfully Was when he began to love others and you STILL can smile while saying "I'm so happy for you"
When love is not successful Free yourself Let your heart spread its wings and flew back to the wild MORE Remember that you may find love and lose it But when love is dead you DO NOT need died with
They are NOT the strongest person always wins BUT those who remain rigid when they fall
Somehow in the course of life, we learn about ourselves and realized that there should be no regrets
THOSE regret eternal appreciation for the life choices we have create your own
A TRUE FRIEND are those who understand when you say "I forgot .." Wait forever when you say "Wait a minute." Staying when you say "Leave me alone". NOT open the door even if you knock and say "May I come in?"
LOVING NOT how you forget but how you FORGIVENESS NOT how you listen but how you UNDERSTAND NOT what you see but what you FEEL NOT how you let go but how you survive
More dangerous tears in the liver compared sobbing Tears were coming out can be removed While tears are hidden carve wounds that will never disappear
In love affairs, we are VERY RARELY win But when LOVE is sincere, despite losing, you STILL WIN just because you can love someone happy MORE than you love yourself There will come a time where you have to stop loving someone NOT because the man stopped loving us, BUT because we realized that he would be happier if we let it go
If you truly love someone, do not remove him Do not believe that the release was always mean that you really love
BUT Fight for your love That's TRUE LOVE
Better to wait for the person that you want THAN walk along the "available"
Sometimes people you love is the person who hurt you the MOST, and sometimes cry with a friend who is LOVE THAT YOU WILL NOT BSE presence
*** Love is a vicious circle that met by an angel, Love is a lack sengajaan who created the universe, Love is something that will you get when you deserve it, Fight for love does not mean looking and begging for love Remember that there are still many out there who will give you love without having to ask you
Love always could never expressed anything in connection with our wills because the language of love is an abstract language, language that can only be understood by those who are sensitive and knows what love is

I do, it seems so hard to trough it all if I must face it now.

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

So you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby